{"id":2878,"date":"2011-07-27T23:42:37","date_gmt":"2011-07-27T19:42:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ichalki-blagovest.ru\/?p=2878"},"modified":"2015-08-17T06:58:24","modified_gmt":"2015-08-17T02:58:24","slug":"%d0%bc%d0%bd%d0%b5-%d1%82%d0%be%d0%b3%d0%b4%d0%b0-%d0%b1%d1%8b%d0%bb%d0%be-18-%d0%b0-%d0%b5%d0%b9-20","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ichalki-blagovest.ru\/?p=2878","title":{"rendered":"\u041c\u043d\u0435 \u0442\u043e\u0433\u0434\u0430 \u0431\u044b\u043b\u043e 18, \u0430 \u0435\u0439 20…"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u2022 Zdrastvuite Batiushka! Izvinite shto ne
\npishu ruskimi bukvami.U minea k vam vopros s kotorim ea bi nesmog poiti i sprositi v litso.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Okola dvuh let nazad tak polucilasi shto moia<\/strong>
\nliubimaea duvushka s kotoroi ea i po sei deni jivu,zaberemenila.Mne
\ntogda bilo 18 a ei 20.Kogda ea ob etom uznal,ea bil v shokovom
\nsostoeanie,no cerez paru dnei nacil prihoditi v sebea,stal ulibatsia i
\nradovatsa atamu,vo mne slovno prosnulisi ciustva kakih ea ranishe ne
\nispitaval,ea toliko potom ponel shto eto bili Otsovkie ciustva.Vopshem
\nea bil oceni rad,i hoti ea i ponimal shto skoree vsego ato zakoncitsa
\nabortom,no v glunine dushi u minea bila vera shto rebionak rodtitsa i
\nbudet jiti…….<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ea uspokaival sebea i svoiu devushku shto mi ostavim
\nrebionka,shto raditeli nas poimut,da i semia hoti u nas ne super
\nbagataea no i ne bedstvium,obshimi usilieami i eio raditelei i maih vsio
\nbi bilo horosho.Potom cerez paru nedeli ea nabralsea mujestva i poehal k
\nsvoimu otsu skazati emu ob etom,vopshim u minea vsea nadejda bila na
\npapu,shto on poimeot i poderjit……<\/strong><\/p>\n

Polse togo kak ea skazal emu,pervoe
\nshto on sprosil…..hocet li moea devushka etogo rebionka,togda ea
\nstrusil i savral shto net,ea savral i eto stoila jizni moimu sinu….A
\nznaite pocemu sinu??? Potomushto za paru denei to etogo,moei devushke
\nprisnilsea son,vo sne ona neancila mladentsa,malicika…<\/strong><\/p>\n

No v odin moment
\npokazalisi nebesa s kotorih spuskalsea sveatoi duh,on podoshol k nei i
\nzabral rebionka…..i medleno gleadea na neio udalelsea nanebesa..<\/strong><\/p>\n

Esli po koro4e,ea zastavil eio zdelati obort,no ea bil kogbudto bi v
\ntumane,razuma togda u minea nebilo,vo mne gavaril i deistvoval strah
\npotomushta ea ne nashol poderjcu,Posle tovo kak ea prishol v sibea i
\nosoznal shto zdelal,bilo uje pozno shtoto vernuti,a vot dusha u minea
\niskalecina,ea placal po noceam,mne bilo i esti oceni ploho,ea ubil
\ncelaveka,i ne prosta celoveka a svoio ditea ubil sobstvenomi
\nrukami.Batiushka ea ponimaiu shto etot greh ne iskupiti i ea ponimai
\nushto budu v adu goreti,i ea znaiu shto etogo zaslujivaiu.Sakjite kak
\nmne hoteabi oblehciti svo istrodaniea i vinu pered moei
\ndevushkoi,pojalusta pomoghite potomushto stoliko boli
\nskopilasi………………………………..<\/strong>
\n\u0410\u0432\u0442\u043e\u0440: Ivan \u0414\u0430\u0442\u0430: 25.07.2011<\/p>\n

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\u2022 Zdrastvuite Batiushka! Izvinite shto ne pishu ruskimi bukvami.U minea k vam vopros s kotorim ea bi nesmog poiti i sprositi v litso.   Okola dvuh let nazad tak polucilasi shto moia liubimaea duvushka s kotoroi ea i po sei deni jivu,zaberemenila.Mne togda bilo 18 a ei 20.Kogda ea ob etom uznal,ea bil v shokovom […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[20],"tags":[44],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ichalki-blagovest.ru\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2878"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ichalki-blagovest.ru\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ichalki-blagovest.ru\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ichalki-blagovest.ru\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ichalki-blagovest.ru\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2878"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/ichalki-blagovest.ru\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2878\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5973,"href":"https:\/\/ichalki-blagovest.ru\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2878\/revisions\/5973"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ichalki-blagovest.ru\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2878"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ichalki-blagovest.ru\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2878"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ichalki-blagovest.ru\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2878"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}